so many things in this lifetime have gone by so fast so many thing's have changed ,and yet so many thing's have stayed the same for a long time. so many thing's about me from long ago have sense changed ,and so of them have sense been lost to me ,and i am unsure if i will ever get most of them back. the only thing in my life right now that is starting to come back to me now is that i am starting to learn how to trust people again ,and that's all because of one person who's name i can't mention at this time. this one person has Begin to change my life in so many way's in just a very short time, and before i knew this person i had almost lost all hope ,and Faith in life and in people . I can see now that i can open up ,and feel without pain ,and heartache once again ,but yet am stile unsure of how much i can share with this person ,but one thing that i do know is that when this person Say's that their here when i need them they are telling me the truth ,and that's something that i have looked for my whole life through. I was lost and felt more alone in this world then i have ever felt before,and was ready to give up and die but then this great person came into my life ,and has been nothing but great to me ,and so understanding ,and caring I can now say that i do see a better life for myself in the years to come ,and i truly do hope that i have many many more year's left to spend time with the great person that god has sent down to me from haven above , to watch over me and teach me that people can trust one another once again.
this I wrote because I am not' really sure why its just how i was feeling today so many thing's have changed in my life in just the past week ,and i am just taken my surprise over these things that i had to post how i was feeling .
I can say that i do thank god each ,and every day for sending this person my way for because, of this person my day's are so much more brighter then they where before.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
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